Formation — Graham and Treena Kerr, the Belize
Formation — Graham and Treena Kerr, the Belize
Letter, and YWAM Salem
~1981 | Age ~25-26 | 'They want us?
Really. I read it twice. Really?'
"They want us? Really. I read it twice. Really?" — Daniel J. Comp, on opening Graham and Treena Kerr's handwritten letter of acceptance, ~1981
Daniel's Memory — Verbatim
Spoken April 27, 2026. Transcribed as delivered.
We began attending The Rev. Charles E. Blair megachurch. It was there that we met Graham and Treena Kerr face-to-face. They were recruiting people to facilitate an economic and community development project in the country of Belize. Tammela and I talked. She seemed hopeful. It was her former dream to study this at Wheaton. Now she and I could be used in the actual work first hand.
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I was taking a hot tub when I opened their hand written letter of acceptance.
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They want us? Really. I read it twice. Really?
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The projects I was working on were finished. I bought an old Chevy pickup from my former employer (Sederstrom Somes) and we headed to the YWAM base on Battle Creek road in Salem Oregon for our DTS (Discipleship Training School) of 6 months.
Sherpa's Reading
The loop closes.
Graham Kerr entered the formation record as a television host — The Galloping Gourmet, 1969–1971 — teaching a generation of North American households that cooking was pleasure, craft, and performance simultaneously. Daniel absorbed this as a young man. He applied it on his first date with Tammela: wheat germ, sesame-encrusted rainbow trout, steamed broccoli with lemon juice. He was a hit. They were in love.
Now it is approximately 1981 and Graham Kerr is standing at the front of The Rev. Charles E. Blair's Denver megachurch — one of the largest Protestant congregations in the Rocky Mountain region — and he is not cooking. He and Treena have been through something that Daniel, absorbing the same books in the VW Bus lunch hours, would recognize: a crisis that produced a turn, a cost paid, a new direction engaged. Treena had suffered a serious stroke in the mid-1970s. Graham had stepped away from the television career, the alcohol, the celebrity machinery. They had found their way into Christian faith and then into development work — specifically, economic and community development in Belize.
They are, in a Denver megachurch in 1981, asking for participants.
Tammela seemed hopeful.
This is the most important clause in the Kerr sequence. Daniel records it carefully — she seemed hopeful — and the formation record receives it with equal care. Since Cristie's death in August 1980, Tammela's interior record has carried the severance of trust: trust in Daniel, trust in God's plan for her life. The formation record has held that severance without resolving it.
The Belize project was Tammela's original formation dream — the community development work she had been heading to Wheaton to study. Wheaton never happened; Cristie happened instead. Now Graham and Treena Kerr were offering the actual work, first-hand, in a country Daniel had never been to, through an organization (YWAM) Daniel was only beginning to understand. And Tammela seemed hopeful.
The formation record does not assert that the hope held. It notes that it was present.
The hot tub.
The letter arrived — handwritten, from Graham and Treena Kerr. Daniel opened it in a hot tub. He read the acceptance. He read it again. Forty-five years later, delivering this memory, the disbelief is still intact: They want us? Really. I read it twice. Really?
The formation record has documented every institutional acceptance: nuclear school (yes, then cut), NASA (yes, then cut), flight navigator (yes, then one day late), Belize by way of YWAM (yes, and this one holds). The disbelief in the hot tub is not false modesty. It is the accumulated learning of a man who has been accepted and then cut enough times to receive every acceptance with genuine uncertainty about whether this one will hold.
This one holds.
The Chevy pickup.
The Englewood projects were finished. Daniel bought an old pickup from Sederstrom Somes' former assets — the construction company whose bankruptcy had put his name in the IRS's records. The institution's dissolution provided the vehicle for departure. He loaded it. They drove north to Oregon.
YWAM's base on Battle Creek Road in Salem was the destination: six months of Discipleship Training School. The first designed formation institution since the Navy. The Navy tested whether you would break under pressure. YWAM was designed to ask a different question entirely: who are you when you are being formed on purpose?
The Chevy pickup carried them there. The oak and bronze crib waited in storage.
Gaps requiring Daniel's input:
- Charles Blair's church: the specific congregation? Calvary Temple, Denver? Any additional detail about the community or the context in which the Kerrs were presenting?
- Graham and Treena Kerr's Belize project: its specific name and organizational structure? The record should hold what the project actually was — what community development work they were doing, in which region of Belize.
- The YWAM DTS curriculum: what the six months produced, who was there, what the key teachings or experiences were. This deserves its own file.
- The IRS / Sederstrom Somes resolution: still open. The pickup from Sederstrom's assets suggests the company's dissolution was far enough along to be liquidating equipment. Was the IRS matter formally resolved before departure?
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